Please help! I have been praying to Jesus to heal me from my severe depression so that I can be independent and or help to others instead of a worry to my children and people that care about me. I’m 73 y/o and worked all my life, raised mr three children, Aimee Fátima 49, Teresita De Jesus 46 and Cesáreo Jesus 43, also I have a son in heaven Eneoelio Jesús Jr. but I call him Lucas cuz born and died on October 18, Feast of St. Lucas Apostle. Helped raise six grandchildren (Víctor 21 in bad company; Cesáreo 20, Michael 14 all Teresita’s, she is also in bad company for the past 10 yrs); Cesáreo E. 14 and Abigail 12, my Son Cesáreo’s children; Mía 5, Aimée ‘s only daughter. My daughters are divorced cuz chose wrong husbands. Now I can’t function. I sit all day, cry every day since I retired in 2012 and after my very overbearing mother who never wanted me to be born as she told me a couple of years before she passed in 2013. I don’t want to live this way. Doctors have seen me but I can’t deal with the depression meds cuz I get sleepy all the time and useless. I beg Jesus to help me, forgive my sins and heal me from this depression and FEAR. I live in fear and don’t know why. My true mother was my paternal grandma since I can remember way back when I was 4 y/o. I lost her and my Angelical Father when I was 26 y/o. My overbearing mom always lived with me and my children causing emotional damages to all of us. She would rip me apart with my brother 12 months older than I whom she really loved and with my sister-in-law. They never loved me. I had in my home my paternal grandma ‘till she died at age 90 after being in a comma for months. My maternal grandma also lived in my home for a few years until she told me to take her back to her country to live with her daughter there aunt Elvira cuz she couldn’t deal with her daughter my mom. I did and she was happy there until she passed at age 94. I don’t know what to do with my life. No one understand what is wrong with me and why and they are very busy with their lives but they are good and loving just that they can’t help me. I used to be such hardworking person and problem solver and now I’m such a lost person. Please pray for a miracle that I become the person I once was so I can help me and others and not be codependent on no one. The father of my children 10 years older than I is a good person with a bit of dementia. My mom forced me to marry him although i told her I didn’t want to and 16 years later she caused my divorce with ugly lies and bad things she did. I pray God has her in Heaven cuz she had to be an ill person. She never deprived me of my basic needs she just ignored me and wouldn’t talk to me or care for me. It was my sweet grandma who did. Please pray to Jesus that I get healed. Since 2013 I live a very ill life. Won’t leave the house, won’t go to mass as I did all my life and I’m always afraid and sad and I want to change and God will bury all these ill feelings and will bring me back to who once I was. Dear God have Mercy on me and in Jesus name heal me. Please I beg you to hear my cry for health. Amen. MariaDelCarmen