I am struggling with my life both personally and professionally. I have been married with a 2 yr old toddler however, I have fallen in love with another lady who also loves me very dearly and we both have suffered massive losses and our careers are also not going in the right direction. I know I have done is not ethically right as well as going by Bible. However, i am trying to set up a business so that I can support everyone not for me personally. She had gone back to Dubai as we had no money left to survive and every time I tried doing anything it went wrong. I actually want to confess that I have sinned against Jesus but I know for the fact that I love her more than my life. But don't want to hurt anyone at any cost. Sometimes I feel like committing suicide because I can't go anywhere. I need guidance. I used to pray everyday but I don't do it now, I feel that why Jesus will help me after I have sinned so much. I know he is a forgiving God who will never leave me at any cost. Here I request you to pray for me, My wife my son, my parents , Dipali and her family whom I love the most so that we can start our lives all over again without hitting anyone.