Today I am having to finally let go of guilt. I am not guilty of my failures with home expenses or not trying to have a relationship with my son's. It's until today that I realize they don't want a relationship with me. "Hello" how couldn't I see this All this time. Here I am working so hard to raise them. I have stopped and they are men now and they still don't have plans to get serious with their own lives. How in the world can they even know or love anyone when they cannot love. The only reason they are here is because they feel entitled that I owe them their entire life. How is that possible. God for sees everyone's life and wants us to each be accountable for our lives. When we are put in this situation that we cannot love, care or communicate. There is no future for anyone there. Someone has to make a move. You are not helping by staying quite. It's like turning on a machine and no runs it or ever turns it off. It's stays like that until someone makes a note or accountability. Just wanted to put this and all my thoughts for anyone to pray for this family. Amen