My Dearest Rosary Family: I haven't written in a while. I think it's time to let you know how I have been feeling these days. I recently tried to consolidate all my debts with the equity in my home. And to the destruction I Was denied the loan. I felt numb, I felt fear, I felt like I wanted to disappear from this Earth. My Own Father blew his brains out and Died when I was only 1 year old. Even today I wonder why he left his 4 children without a father. Well I won't do that no matter if I have thought about it. I am faithful to the life my Lord gave me even with all the struggles. At age 58 I had to file Bankruptcy. That is the hardest things that I had to endure. Please pray for me and my health to continue working until I pay to his bankruptcy. I am barely coming to terms. I am saddened because I have no support from my son's on any of this. It's almost like they feel I owe them something. Even if they are men now. Please pray for them too. I would like to pray for the bankruptcy law firm to have compassion and not to take advantage of me. Please. Thank you so so much for praying. Amen