Please Lord help me to receive the willingness that quit smoking. My health is starting to deteriorate as I have been a smoker now for 35 years! I have been sooooo very blessed thus far but have sooo much to live for and stay grateful for! I’m a 49 yr old mother of 6 and 1 20 month old grandson that had my heart and soul!! I have tried everything there is to try! I have prettt bad asthma and I still crave the darn things! I sound like I’m a 65 yr old woman whose been smoking all her life! I’m embarrassed and ashamed that I have allowed this addiction to take hold of me for so long!!! My husband of 27 years is distancing himself from me because he lost his parents at the age of 5 and he’s afraid to love me anymore because he’s afraid to lose one more person that means so much to him and our children and now grandchild!!! He is 50 years old and has never smoked and he is a picture of health and I feel so inferior and almost a lost cause to him at times however I have seen the power of God and our Blessed Virgin Mary’s rosary change people's lives around, including mine in other areas. So I KNOW without a doubt God and the prayers of Out lady could turn my whole situation to one of great health and happiness for my/our lives today and in the future!! With just a touch of willingness!!! I will b eternally grateful to God, Our lady, and anyone who reads this all the way thru (sorry)!!! Thank u Lord in advance and bless all of those who read my request and pray for me to!!!!!