Thank you for everything! Its harder now but i thank you! Some days i lay and cry but i thank you! Lord i been alone, bills due, house falling apart and now im hurt physically and mentally but because i know im about to have a outcome, testimony and a break threw! I go on! Thank you Lord! Lord! Im very thankful for what i have. Yes i have a house but no roof over my head. My house is dangerous with mold, mice, and other posibilities of horror. I do appreciate everyone prayers and yes there is people way off then me but every night i lay my head im worried that my roof going to fall completely in from the other side. I cant cook a meal for my kids cause now my refrigerator is broken. Its hard to have my kids bare down and cry. I have to be strong for my children.I went to the bathroom and as i walk threw my house I seen my house and i get so depressed at how it looks. Im paying close to 1000 for a crappy house. As i was about to cry, my three year old came to me and said mom lets pray! I started to cry because she had the knowledge to tell me to pray! My faith sometimes big or small but i have some. I feel like im drowning but i kneeling regardless and thanking God! Please dont let me loose my faith! Please pray for me. I been praying for years and it hurts! It hurts to be look over! I thank God because my job got better. My relationship with him got better but i cant understand why my prayers has not been answer yet! What im doing wrong!