My birth father was abusive to us when i was in preschool age group. We left him for safety and my mother devoriced him. I have always had hard times coping with this went through years of consuling and medications. But I had the lord to protect me his presence was that of a hug to mr. My mother passed from cancer when I was 17. At 25 my dad stabbed himself in the heart. I lost it for a while. A few years later I am having nightmares of him I feel like hes trying to get me from beyond the grave. I feel like he or an entity pretending to be him is attached to me. I am not myself anymore. I went a whole year almost completely in bed. I dont remember saying awful things to my family n husband. Ive seen a black shape of a man in our bedroom appearibg to be watching us out of curiosity. Im seeing flashes of lights in my left eye. I have so much pain and diagnosis but the doctors keep saying they cannot find an underlying problem. My father had been extremely spiritual before I was born then turned to drugs abuse violence too many horrors. I am praying for the lord to release me from any demonic energies and my family as well. I am not myself anymore i feel lost in a fog. Please help me with a prayer for my family and myself to be free from this darkness for my god is the light and this thing is trying to pull me back into darkness. A whole year of that was so unbearable. I have four young sons and a husband I fight the darkness at this moment with the love of god and my family but I am still afraid. I have even forgiven my father but something is not right. I have felt the presence of an angel the name Andrew stuck with the thought of the angel I feel like goid and evil are fighting for our souls. The lord has kept enough strength in my heart with his love to keep fighting but its harder and harder to fight even with his love i believe if we had more spiritual power of prayer I could fight off this dark evil. I want to be me again. I thank you for your time may god bless each of us with his holy light.