Please pray for my sensory processing disorder. I can't stand any sound and if two voices or one person and another sound, like a fan or television is happening at once, I get dizzy and my vision blurs. I end up offending family and friends because I have to put my hands over my ears and go hide. I've been lashing out at everyone because I just can't cope with the overwhelming activities and sounds around me due to our enlarged family household. It's so embarrassing having Asperger's and sensory processing disorder and everyone thinks I'm hateful and crazy. Please pray that I become more able to cope because I can't stand feeling this way with everything moving and noise and forced social interaction. I just want to be able to remain calm and focused so I can function in capacity I am needed. To be able to take care of my household duties and show my children and grandchildren the love and joy I feel for them. I hear every sound from all of the neighborhood, barking dogs, slammed doors, talking, television, radio, cars like as if my head was under a jet turbine. I can't stay focused for two seconds if anything happens to distract me. I can't live this way.