I feel that my life is cursed. Nothing worthwhile has ever happened to me. I feel worthless. I feel hopeless. As I'm trying to get past the hurdles in life, more hurdles appear. Endless hurdles. I know it's wrong to lose trust in God, but all I see is endless darkness. Is there hope for me. Many times I thought of killing myself. I want to hang onto the last thread of hope. But it's very difficult. Please if you could include me in your prayers.