Dear lord lord have mercy on me.But i just lst my 93 yr. Old grandma. Lupe Chavez she raised me and now i just cant seem to feel rt i am mad at my self for not helpingvher more and protectingcher from my mom she was treated so so bad by my mom her daughter so ifeel so mad at her somtimes she did not deserve to die in so much pain[ p)ease ust keep me faily in prayer cuz i have alot of mixedcfeelings it just dont feel the same. I am glad she s finally inheaven nor mor pain. But i havenever experinced this kinda a pain ever before.thank you for yalls prayers