I ask for prayers my life change for the better soon, I can't deal anymore with living always in poverty no matter what I do to try and get out of it. My health problems are getting worse and not helping my situation. I've been struggling most of my life for everything and sometimes feel God has forgotten many of us. I've had to see so many that walk over people, only think of what's in it for them get ahead and flourish and their health and happiness always great no matter how they treat others. I've tried over the years to not let it bother but it does and I've tried to be the better person but it gets tiring when you have to do this for more than 40 years. I feel like it's hopeless and nothing no matter what I do gets better or changed things. I'm just tired of it all and wish good change would come and A's true colours that unfortunately I had to see and experienced be finally seen by those who humiliated and gossiped about me for years. That he answers in this lifetime for the horrible things he said and did not only to me but other women and finally his wives eyes see this as well as her family as well as P. Thanks for you time and prayers!