Please pray for a situation where I said some things among family members that weren't true. There was some truth in some of the things and pure honesty in other things. But please pray I will find a way and that they will be receptive to my explanation when I have to let them know the absolute truth of what I said and why I said it and that they will forgive me and be understanding and we can continue to have a good relationship. Me and my children and grandchildren have always been very close. One of our children committed some horrible crimes against the other members and I exaggerated to the police so that I could get him away from us especially away from me because I couldn't bear what he was saying and doing anymore. The police issued a restraining order based on my statements and it isn't enough for any legal problems to develop because of it, but my family thinks that my son did things he didn't do. We were arguing one day and I had dirt from it on my knees of my pants. I called the police and exaggerated and said I was pushed. Next thing you know everybody in my entire life started exaggerating sink oh he beat up our mom or oh he broke her nose and other crazy things that had I had never said. These stories grew and grew and grew until now that he is resolved his legal matters from drug use and arson and all of the other criminal and drug-related things he did under the influence, he is facing a family that thinks he hurt me. That he hurt his own mother physically. He is out of prison now and they still have it in their mind that he did those things. I have to find a way to let them know that the extent of any and all altercations that were had between he and I, that there was no physical violence involved and hope they can still forgive me and understand and move forward to having a normal parent child relationship with all of my children even after I exaggerated or lied. I explained some of it to my oldest son but not to the others. It's my daughter I worry about the most. I spread rumors about what my troubles schizophrenic son said about her and now she will probably hold it against him for the rest of their lives. My husband is very ill and on hospice and my health is declining rapidly. Breast cancer, stomach issues, losing the use of my right hand due to injury and knowing when it might return to any level of function. I need to resolve these matters.