After long 10 years of deep friendship, I lost a very close friend of mine due to very silly reasons. I spent those 10 years standing by his side, facing his problems as if they are mine, helping him in his emotional, financial and health problems. I never left him alone for 1 second, I always was there when he needed me and when everyone else was away. Until I reached a time when my own problems started taking hold of me and I did a few small mistakes towards him the results was, he rejects me like an enemy, as if I murdered someone he loves, total rejection. I asked and even begged for forgiveness countless times with no success, now I am all alone very deeply wounded thinking about those lost 10 years of my life trying to be the loyal, helpful, supportive and loving friend that I was. I ask you all to pray so that I can heal from this wound and find peace again or reconcile with my friend. Thank you all