Hi, I have been afflicted with a terrible and crippling depression after a relationship I had with someone who was very special to me but did not have my best interest in mind. I became so attached and I feel like I'm losing a grip on life. Whatever it was between us gave me a joy that I had been waiting for for such a long time and it feels like it just got ripped out of my hands. I'm at a loss. I don't enjoy myself. I'm plagued with ruminating thoughts about the relationship and no matter where I turn it seems like I can't escape. At one point I asked for prayers for the both of us and I realize that I think Jesus wants me to be selfish because this man holds me in contempt. He is incredibly rage-filled and he doesn't know the truth of me and I don't think he knows the truth of Jesus either. So please pray for me. Pray for my wellness. Pray for my protection. And for my enjoyment of the deepest self Jesus has for me. Thank you.