Dear Heavenly Father,
Been some time since I sent a prayer request. First, thank you and we love you for always being our saving grace. As you know John my boyfriend has been doing ok a few months ago he went through chemo treatments again. He is now hopefully eating majority of whole food plant based to help with the stomach cancer. He goes in March first week to see his once. Please continue to watch over him and rid of all the cancer in his body. I pray for better results with with the lab work for the cancer. Also, thank you, it's been hard with him at times he is a veteran has PTSD and he was financially taking care of his blind brother who has addiction and alcoholism problems. His brother his brothers friends and girlfriend were all taking advantage of him providing drinks and food and the house he pays for while John has been fighting for his life with the cancer and getting me involved and blaming me for things I never did. It got to the point I told him I can't be in the relationship because his brother. Caused a lot of stress on me with my own health issues and I am older student trying to finish my undergraduate degree. For the last few months after our biggest fight ever. I know he told me he would talk to you our Heavenly Father about me etc. he has been making effort with us. And stopped enabling his brother and said he understands his brother whose older and 56 despite being blind needs to want to stop drinking and more and not take advantage of him. I'm praying this continues. So I pray he gets better or great news from his oncologist that he will be seeing soon.
As for me Father, I can be taking better of my health since my strokes in 2015. Schools been tough I have so much anxiety over it. Struggling financially while trying to finish school. I will be done end of Summer in late August this year. I've been applying to internships at software companies so during rest of Spring semester and or Summer. There is a company Workiva I applied for in marketing two I'm hoping I get one of these there or overall anywhere I apply too. I know job market is tough with so many out of work and the economy. I mainly need a internship that leads to a job and or overall internship or job there after. Most importantly I'm worried about job to pay back loans and most importantly to gain medical insurance since I am on disability for the time being since my strokes. I need to make sure I have medications and so I can refocus and take care of my health. I'm doing everything I can to get back on my feet since my strokes and certainly has not been easy and continues to have struggles health and get back to work. I have one set of finals coming up March 4 and I start my last 2 classes for Spring. I pray I pass my courses Im thankful for the disability program through university to have more time on things such as exams etc.
Father thank you for all you do for myself, John and his stomach cancer along with my family Lucy, Helen (sister's) brother in law Jason and my niece who turned 18 and is attending the same college I'm finishing this summer. I will continue to pray keep faith and hope in our lives while you give us your undying grace. Thank you we love you. In Jesus' name. Amen.