Please pray for all of our family situations. We are absolutely destitute and falling under more every day. John just got out of the hospital yesterday. Please pray he continues to improve. I need prayers for myself also. I've been sick and out of my mind with worry over Matt. He's somewhere out there and hasn't come home last night. Please pray for his protection from evil and harm. He's in a terrible and dangerous situation. Please pray for all of our family relationships to work out. Please pray for me that my sins are forgiven. Please pray for Launa's 18th birthday today to be happy for her. Please pray that we can somehow have money to survive until June. There's just so much going on. I don't even have any idea what will happen with little Matthew Jr now. He was supposed to spend June here with us and Matt, but this new situation with Matt has left everything up in the air. EVERYTHING IN ALL OF OUR LIVES HAS BEEN TOSSED UPSIDE DOWN IN THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS AND IT SOMETIMES DOESN'T EVEN FEEL REAL.