Please pray for me to have more resilience to the endless onslaught of impossible things I'm faced with a new every day. I used to be able to smile on rare occasions. I used to be able to cook something and keep my house reasonably clean enough to not be condemned. I see absolutely no hope. I sit frozen, unable to move an inch. My husband's health with his dementia increasing EXPONENTIALLY every day. He does everything possible to make his health worse with his eating habits. Our son has been taking Adderall in high doses which puts him in raging psychosis because of his inherent mental state. All of my children and many of my grandchildren are in many kinds of crises. Severe health problems. Severe financial stresses. It's all so far out of my capacity to function through the mental and physical stresses of it all. I'm old, disabled, broke and in utter despair.