Please pray that Matt isn't angry at me. He seems so mad and won't even look me in the face. I've been at the brink of insanity from the stress of so many things, and Lord knows what awful things I might have said. Please pray everything will be ok. Please pray for Matt to not be angry with me for my disapproval of some of his choices. I just love and worry about him so much and don't want him to do stupid things. I made a lot of mistakes in my children's lives growing up. I guess when I really think very hard about it, I deserve any anger or hate they might have toward me. I forget sometimes and think I deserve more love and respect than I really do.