Please pray for Matt. He seems angry with me. Please help him be happier. It's been a very rough week. He doesn't seem to understand that I can love certain family members (Ross) (Victoria) but have boundaries like things that I can't subject myself to being around, such as meth. I said some really hateful things about people on meth because I can't allow them around me or my property and I refuse to give in. I feel horrible that I feel this hatefulness but the PTSD from being in a bad situation with a family member is extreme. Please bless these people and help me not to be so raging angry and mean when speaking of them. Please bless Ross (nephew) and Victoria (my grandson's mother). Help everyone understand my position on that drug. Please pray I can be forgiven and loved and respected. Please help everyone involved. I don't want my son Matt to hate me for being so mean spirited regarding this.