Please pray for my nerves adding to whatever is going on with my stomach. I'm very sick and consumed with anxiety and stress. I'm so so so scared. Everything is just too much. I'm autistic but can handle a lot. I don't let people see my weaknesses and struggles, Lord you know me. They are expecting so much from me as the family matriarch and I can only pretend to be strong and capable up to a point. I'm breaking. I'm getting sick. I am failing at everything. I have to be everything to so many I love. They are unable to manage without me. Everything is falling apart and I am so scared, so tired, so sick. I will end up in the hospital soon. Please help them understand and help them overcome their life struggles. We are all such a mess. Help. I'm scared. Please some type of positive outcome for even one situation. One. Anything.