Please help my financial situation of debts and trying desperately to keep my father's business alive for my sons. My ex husband stole 10 million from us, and we are now struggling. Please help to completely heal my heart and completely forgive him as he married me 15 years ago for my money, not for love. He didn't even like me. He blew his kids inheratence on his hedonistic ways. I am going to sell as much as I can, please let it be easy for me. I promised God I would get rid of, no one should have the amount of stuff I do when I'm barely hanging on to the roof over my youngest son and I's head. Please pray for my sons that they will both find God in his glory. Please pray for my soul as i carry so much guilt from former practices against God. I have been to confession, but I'm extrodited from the church as my ex was no religion..I'm also facing back surgery this year for a lower pertruding disc in my back.