Please pray that we can all gather in peace as a family on Christmas Eve. That somehow all of the feuding can at least reach a truce. It's been such a stressful year. The conflict between Christopher and Sean is still raging. Different parts of the family refusing to be at the same house with the other. Please pray things don't get worse and Sean kick Christopher out of the house he's been renting to him for Years. It's killing John who was literally dead and brought back in November. Sean is only 6 weeks older than Christopher. I gave birth to Sean as an older woman in 1991. I became a first time grandmother six weeks later. They were both surprises. John was 17 at the time his girlfriend got pregnant unexpectedly. We all lived in the same house. Out of nowhere I found out I was pregnant in less than a month. I wasn't supposed to even be able to have anymore children due to age and health. Now, they are going at each other's throats. It took Christopher many years to come back to our family because his mother kidnapped and hid him from his father (our son) when he was only 4. He moved from California to Texas several years ago and now it's turned terribly sour. Please pray for our family. Health, conflict and so much more. I fear I am having appendicitis or bowel perforation. Life has become too much. Maybe it's time, Lord. How much more can an old woman bear. I gave birth to John, James, Shauna, Matt and Sean. John has Christopher, Isaac and Isaiah. James and wife Tricia have Tiffany, Summer, Logan and Wyatt. Shauna, a single mom, has Launa and Adrianna. Matthew has Matthew Jr. Sean now has Kristal his fiance, her two daughters Audrina and Leila, his son, Leonidas and two babies together, Osiris and Asher. My husband George is the father of all of our children, and has lung cancer. We also have a great grandson, Kyrie by Isaiah. Leo's mother, Victoria hasn't tried to see him in over a month. She has no job, car or hope right now. She's suffering from a substance use disease and living with a man and his mother and son. Things are not at all good with her and it makes Leo very sad. Please pray for her.