Please pray for us. My husband just got his confirmed diagnosis of lung cancer yesterday. We've been married 50 years. I'm high functioning autistic and he has narcissist tendencies. I am shaking and so overwhelmed. I suffer from many health issues too, physical and mental. He has always craved a lot of attention. He's matured in this a lot, though. Now it's a thousand times worse. I am so drained I'm in tears. The treatments, medications, and expecting me to wait on him like I don't have any limitations. He makes me feel guilty, but I don't know how much more I can endure. He groans and wails in pain 24 hours a day. His pain meds haven't been working. I need strength, Lord. Please help him feel better so I can have a break from the hell we are living. I feel so guilty for even feeling this way. He did this to himself by smoking cigarettes for many decades. I've never smoked a single one so now I spend a lot of time very angry that he's suffering, and that our children and grandchildren have to go through this along with him. Heaven help us. All saints help us. Our Holy Mother, who has always been my only mother, Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of God, our advocate and help in times of despair, please ask your son, our Lord, Jesus. Please ask Him to help us through all of this.