Dear Heavenly Father,
As far as my boyfriend John Kemp saying he got bad news from the Drs and him feeling devastated...he hasn't told me much other than late July he has to have surgery. Without a doubt I told him I will fly out to Texas and be with him. Help him and maybe as I spend time we can discuss plans on me moving out to be with him. John has been fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January 2021. Many chemo treatments to radiation didn't work then he went back home to have alternative treatments done and it seemed to be working. I haven't pressed him for more information with the stress of this to his combat PTSD and also him trying to do consulting work to pay bills and survive. I didn't want to add more pressure and stress to him. I had asked him to eventually tell me more to despite the news from Drs that I pleaded with him to lean on you Father to pray to keep faith to keep hope alive. And I expressed to him that I continue to pray on my knees daily pray for a miracle keep faith keep hope alive. I'm a miracle I was so close to not making it from my major strokes in 2015 but I'm here. In so many ways I don't know why I am but I do know that I love John deeply and I will keep strong for him. I know he expressed hes not done and especially he wants a life with me. From his military govt work to my own health issues we just never had enough time. I need and want more time with my best friend. Father please forgive me for all my sins. Father please continue to lay your healing hands on John rid of all the cancer cells in his body. Please restore his health so he can further serve you. I'm don't on my knees as I type this request I'm in tears just to release. I believe in you Father. We cannot do this without your help your undying grace and love you give to John and I. Thank you for all that you do and what you will continue to do for us. I feel in my heart he's not done. I know he needs my love and doing everything I can to love on him like crazy until I can be with him later in July and when I finally move to be with him. I will continue to pray everyday for a miracle. To keep faith and keep hope alive and shower John with so much love he deserves. In Jesus' name. Amen.