Dear Heavenly Father
I'm down on my knees in tears my sister Helen is so difficult to deal with I apologized for leaving stuff in sink while I was studying and needing to take my exam. I normally will cook and wash dishes. Before she was yell at me for even always washing the the dishes wasting water but she doesn't even see how I wash dishes I went all use soap turn off faucet wash and then rinse. Anything I do. I'm taking transportation to my Dr appointment that disability wants me to go to. I'm just done with everything. I'm doing my best but bc she wants to take control of everything I do and I told her no thank you. My older sister and my dad are the same way. I'm in tears I'm so stressed out. Father forgive me for all my sins. Please guide me I doing everything I can. I'm always the crazy one the stupid one the selfish one. Going to therapy I'm working with therapist to place boundaries and I've been told they will be angry but let them be angry that they have to learn that it's not ok to control me. I know I'm here to help John my boyfriend but I feel so awful at times. John is fighting his cancer and being there for him. I'm placing boundaries with family they seem to hate me. I'm working on my health and school. Please
Also help me get through this disability appointment I need the help to keep my Disability a little longer to find a job to have medicine to up keep my health. I can't do this without you. Thank you for all that you have done for me and will continue to do. Im in tears stressed out but will keep faith keep hoping and praying. In Jesus'name. Amen.