My heart is pumping hard. I dreamed all night that everyone left me. That's because there is no one around me and I am all alone. God, please send me someone to care about me and who I can care about too. Quiet my heart so my fear will leave me. Let my heart beat normal and feel safe and secure. And not afraid all the time. Crying all the time. Let me feel safe and happy. Send me a companion Jesus please. Being alone is awful. AMEN