Dear Heavenly Father
I normally am requesting prayers for my boyfriend John Kemp who is fighting Stage 4 Stomach Cancer since January. Today Im asking for prayers for me I moved into this house where I rent a room bc I am on SSDI since my strokes. Trying to work my way back to work eventually that's my goal but with Covid and now John being very ill I'm barely getting by.
This new place I've been at since January was great up until few months ago. The girl renting next to me refuses to clean, by contract we are not allowed overnight guests but she breaking that rule along with smoking not sure cigarettes, pot and or vape. I shouldn't be breathing that in with all my health issues and the Landlady is nice but she's like let me talk to her and gets worse and worse.
I couldn't sleep. I reached out to my middle sister whom I have a better relationship with and asked if I can move in pay her rent on a temporary basis until I can figure things out. I still haven't heard from her. Father, forgive me for all my sins. Father, I'm praying for some peace and a place to be safe from Covid and not have the added toxicity from young roommates. It's been a nightmare to deal with and seems like it gets worse and worse.
Please guide me with your comfort and love to find a safe place to stay I'm hoping by end of August. If I can stay here with my sister for a short time it would help. Father, also please help guide me I'm at a lost. I'm on standby for John as if I need to fly out to see him I will right away. The current place of living is becoming a nightmare and not resting as well because of it. Also, Im lost. I praying for a miracle to have John's health restored so I can have more time with him. I know I made it through my strokes for him but honestly at this point with so much struggle since my strokes I have pushed through and gotten to where I am but I so lost. Im afraid of loosing John. I'm afraid I don't have any other purpose other than be John's anchor positivity and faith. I'm not sure if I'm overwhelmed feels like it. Father, down on my knees needing you. Thank you for your undying love and support. Thank you for the continued support to come. In Jesus'name. Amen.