Dear Heavenly Father
Please forgive me for all my sins and thank you for your undying love and guidance. Father, please lay your healing hands on John and rid of all the cancer cells in his body. Please restore his health so he can serve you. I am praying for a miracle for John's health to be restored and so I have more time with John, my best friend. Father, I am still respecting his request on waiting to visit him as he feels now is not the right time with him staying at his friends while getting treated (his friend is gracious is also a Dr and one that requested for John to see a specialist). John is also renting out his home in TX so he can pay his mortgage while he is not working. So understandable he would like me to wait. This morning seemed fine after a bit he seemed occupied so I went out but still messaged him while out. He seems very angry. Not sure what's going on. I know with recent days his stomach has not felt great, he had a follow up on his stomach cancer started physical therapy on his broken foot. He's seems like something is bothering him and more. I had expressed I am not going anywhere that I'm still by his side. I have not missed a day since his diagnosis where I follow up with him daily despite not getting a response either he's not well enough and or he's feeling overwhelmed in general. Please provide John your love and guidance. Let him know he's not a lone father that you are a constant provider and I love him so much that I will do everything I can to me him feel loved and supported. Father, Thank you. In Jesus'name. Amen.