Please pray that whoever may have been offended by my not understanding social cues will forgive me for anything I said or did at the Thanksgiving gathering tonight. Please pray I can get along with females and not have panic attacks and say the wrong thing. Please pray they realize I didn't mean anything when I said I couldn't deal with whispering cackling females. I had to get up and move to a different seat. I am an autistic adult female and am embarrassed by their actions most of the time. It's so awkward. I'm never going to another awful holiday thing. I didn't even want to go to this one, but I went and I knew it would be trouble.