It's been awhile since I have reflected on the bible, so many people may not want to sort through all of the gunk that lies ahead in this prayer. This is not for the faint of heart. If you are willing to see through long stretches of darkness, here goes nothing:
This prayer is purely coincidental, I am currently battling a family situation. I want to pray for everyone in my family, because my estranged, abusive, and narcissistic Grandmother is a lying **** who wants nothing more but power and control. She has always been a lying, thieving, and a suppressed ****. She wants all of my medical records on file, and when she hears no, she marches off like some little toddler from Hell that needs a slap on the ***. She always has it coming.
I am struggling with and coping with narcissistic anger and abuse, and when she lies it's nothing more but another pile of **** for me to shovel. She always prosecutes those of us that are innocent and gentle in nature. She always gives the middle finger to the pro-lifers that are practicing their own struggle with the 1st amendment. Whenever I open my mind to the fact that everyone has their own personal views on abortion- she always slams her god damned door in my face. Everyone in the room with her gets a free- once in a lifetime opportunity to visit her in Hell where she was properly conceived. I am nothing but her autistic, gay, and confused grandson that will never get laid. Oh and, by the way, according to her - I lie, a lot, when I am afraid. But the only person I lie to is her- of course.
She has put me in difficult situations, and I'm sick of it. I haven't spoken to her in a year, because the damage is done. On the other hand, I have a loving Mother who is devoted to treating me with dignity and respect. She also struggles with talking to this horrible ******* ***** because manipulative Grandmother has psychologically abused two generations to the point where they can't see through to it. I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM? I just need a prayer for my Mother and I.