Please pray for our middle child. He is very unstable and I finally told him to leave. He is 31. He can't see anything wrong with the people and things he's destroyed. He ran over two mailboxes and broke our glass door yesterday. I'm afraid for his life. No one has seen or heard from him. He left his phone. There's a word for when someone looks back and sees themselves. Thair error and how they've hurt people and how crazy they've been. Like an awakening that's needed to change and grow and seek to make amends. Like seeing it in full reality and remembering clearly, someone once called it being convicted or conviction, where the lord shows the person what they've said and done, and they see themselves like everyone else does and not in the delusion of their mental illness. It could partly be drug use amplifying pre existing instability added to extreme life stresses. He had hypoxia from birth trauma, but not severe. I just want him to be ok somewhere, and get help and healing somehow, to be the happy loving young man he was a few years ago, before something died inside him, and something dark and ugly took up residency in it's place. Please, pray he will wake up to reality and see himself and let us know he's ok. I said a few really harsh words that could turn him around and make him think or could cause him to just give up, feeling utterly abandoned and commit suicide. He has talked about it many times, but recently just turns depression to anger.