I lost my fiance 03/11/2024. He passed away from a massive heart attack. I have lost my best friend, the love of my life, my other half, my whole world. I feel so lost, scared, alone, sad, cheated, punished, and so much more. My heart hurts, the pain is sometimes unbearable. Please, pray for him first, his name is Ed. Please pray that he is in Heaven, resting peacefully. Please also pray for me. I keep praying for Ed, and myself, and I can't feel anything. I ask God for help, and I can't feel anything. I know both Ed and God are with me, but I want so badly to feel it. I know there are so many other important things going on in the world. But I'm asking for something, even just a small prayer. Thank you so much for anything you can do to try to help me. I just need help.